Para Sabrina, Randi, Maria Christina, Miguela, y todas mis jotas de Tejas, Califas, where ever...dondequiera
Xicanas
lesbianas,
this is dedicated to my beloved Xicana dykes ,
to the lonely ones who don't have anybody,
to the ones they don't have us
and especially
for the ones that don't want to labeled anything
etc.... etc..
Whatever.
There was a time when finding you was a longing that seemed would never happen.
I say it many times to myself.
Dreams do come true.
You all are my dream come true.
You all are so precious.
Mas que el maize.
Our worth is not material.
Somos de puro corazon.
Do you love me, jota?
Do you hold that
secret
from me ?
Do lie and keep that secret from
yo self?
INALAKECH
I am another yourself ,guerca!
I am yours and you are mine.
You
and only you h
can cut me so easily g
and yet with so little, i
you empower me and lift me h
And
I got your back.
I watch out for you.
Xicana Dykes are always always
on my mind.
I love you Xicana
dykona
butchona
malflora
tortillera
Canarla.
Eres mi jota
mi homey
Comadre
Chupa
rosas
sexy cabrona.
Soy la keeper de mi seezter
But
do you have my back, manita?
Will you would do the same for all of us.
All of us.
Todas.
Jota.
Its not easy finding each other.
Some of us will never find us.
Some of will never know.
They will never know what the gringos call community.
Some of us will never what its like
to be a tribe
to be home.
You are home to me
Home is where we heal.
Sometimes cabronas
nomas neccisito hablar contigo y un puertoricana wont do
Jota, I love you.
And I havent been smokingor drinking.
I am for the real.
All we have is us.
I am not asking for loyalty, diva.
Be real.
Tell me the shit.
I rely on you to give me truth.
Its is the air we breathe
Its what makes us nothing into something.
I love you, Xicana.
You are another me
and you really
all that matters to me.
I pray that you one day soon
you will see
how much I matter to you too.
One day you will learn
you hurt yourself more when you hurt me.
Until then,
we are all
alone
again.
copyright 2008 by Ari Marta Chagoya
Xicanas
lesbianas,
this is dedicated to my beloved Xicana dykes ,
to the lonely ones who don't have anybody,
to the ones they don't have us
and especially
for the ones that don't want to labeled anything
etc.... etc..
Whatever.
There was a time when finding you was a longing that seemed would never happen.
I say it many times to myself.
Dreams do come true.
You all are my dream come true.
You all are so precious.
Mas que el maize.
Our worth is not material.
Somos de puro corazon.
Do you love me, jota?
Do you hold that
secret
from me ?
Do lie and keep that secret from
yo self?
INALAKECH
I am another yourself ,guerca!
I am yours and you are mine.
You
and only you h
can cut me so easily g
and yet with so little, i
you empower me and lift me h
And
I got your back.
I watch out for you.
Xicana Dykes are always always
on my mind.
I love you Xicana
dykona
butchona
malflora
tortillera
Canarla.
Eres mi jota
mi homey
Comadre
Chupa
rosas
sexy cabrona.
Soy la keeper de mi seezter
But
do you have my back, manita?
Will you would do the same for all of us.
All of us.
Todas.
Jota.
Its not easy finding each other.
Some of us will never find us.
Some of will never know.
They will never know what the gringos call community.
Some of us will never what its like
to be a tribe
to be home.
You are home to me
Home is where we heal.
Sometimes cabronas
nomas neccisito hablar contigo y un puertoricana wont do
Jota, I love you.
And I havent been smokingor drinking.
I am for the real.
All we have is us.
I am not asking for loyalty, diva.
Be real.
Tell me the shit.
I rely on you to give me truth.
Its is the air we breathe
Its what makes us nothing into something.
I love you, Xicana.
You are another me
and you really
all that matters to me.
I pray that you one day soon
you will see
how much I matter to you too.
One day you will learn
you hurt yourself more when you hurt me.
Until then,
we are all
alone
again.
copyright 2008 by Ari Marta Chagoya
